Missing you as much today as the day we lost you. Hoping we are all making you proud. Love you with all my heart xx

Wish you was still around. You kept the family together and now you're gone our paths have spread further apart than I ever thought possible. Thank you for everything you did for me and I'm sorry I couldn't keep the family together. I miss you. Xx

Too many days have passed since we lost you. Still miss you as much today as the first day. Love you forever xxx

Mum, its your birthday today and we really wish you were here.We are going to honour our tadition and go out for a meal and I know you'll be there with us wanting to share the knickerblocker glory we used to share! Happy Birthday mum, Drink with the 'locals' and Dance with the Angels and may your star shine bright tonight.We all love and miss you so much.

Hi Mum, heard a song today that summed up everything I feel about you. I miss you so much and wish you was here with us. Life is emptier without you. I know you are watching over us but I so wish you was here watching us. I love you mum xxxx

Life is so hard without you here.The kids are all growing up and me and Darren are stuggling with reality without you.As my wedding approaches and I make new decisions I miss you more and more. Who do ask if the colour is right or if the food sounds nice etc, but more importantly who will ask "does my bum look big in this" when I put on my dress.But although you cant be there in person I know you will be there watching over us, telling anyone who will listen how proud you are of me and Darren and how proud it makes you to see my big brother give me away. I love you mum, I miss you and I want to say thank you for me giving me Darren as a brother. I love you both always and forever. Sleep tight xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

just been to the zoo nanny. daddy took me as he promised. wish you was there.xxx

my throat is as tight as it has ever been almost enought to stop the air.ive always tried to think of a way to solve problems or a way to get round them and usually work it out one way or another. but i cant work this one out or find a way round. im stuck on this one.im missing you so much and just need one of your cuddles.xxx love you always mum xxx

Ive been planning my wedding the last couple of days and all I can think is how much you will miss as we all grow older. I could do with your advice on my dress and the whole wedding. I hope you're with us on the day, I know you will be in my thoughts and my heart as I walk down the aisle. Not a day goes by that I dont think of you. I love you and miss you so much mum. Please come home xx

I was listening to your music today.Could see you swaying around the frontroom as you tidied up. Music would be up full blast and you'd be in your element. How I am going to miss being woken up by music blasting through the house. Love you mum xxxxxxxx

Not a day goes by that I dont think of you. From the minute I wake to the minute I fall asleep you are in my thoughts. I have so much I want to share with you, so much I want you to see.When times are hard I want to turn to you even just for a cuddle or a bit of reassurance and I cant. I miss you so much, you were my mum, my friend and my all-round support. I know you are watching over us, just wish I could watch you too. Love you with all my heart xxxx

I knew it would be hard. But not as hard as it is.I miss you so much mum and always will.

Dear heart of mine, my children, please listen to what I say, I know I can not hold you, but I am with you come what may. Right now the days seem long and hard, and tears flow easily, But hold on to our hopes and dreams and think of your family. The love that you gave me dears, when I needed it the most, Carried me along my way, when my heart gave up the ghost. I know that time was hard for you, it was hard for one and all, Because even while I felt at peace, I heard you cry and call. I come and watch you daily, and the little ones play and grow, I come to hold and comfort you and help you all how I know. So please don’t feel so alone and cut off from love and me, Because though I’m close to you, my spirit has been set free. One morning you will wake up, and see the sun rays I’ll send, And it may take a day or two, but the tears and hurt will end. And you’ll remember me with laughter and forget the tears it brings. And the day will be about friendships and all normal sort of things Because I am never less than a touch away, a smile, a laugh, a song And in my heart I will carry you all, because that’s where you all belong. This was given to me for you I hope it is ok to put here. it's given in love, Mam xxx

This Poem was written for mum after she passed. A Poem for Sue Sue my child come here to me, it’s time you sat to rest. I know your life has been quite hard, and certainly not the best. But you showed great strength, in certain things along the way. And even though it might seem tough, you got back home today. Life is lessons we want to learn and things we need to understand. And it seems to me you choose it hard, but you got it under hand. I know you think you let folk down, and even yourself at times. But your heart belonged to yesteryear, and your soul knew no crimes. Yes Sue my child come sit, hold my hand, see what you have got. Come watch your little ones, Ciara Charlie and little Charlotte. Look down upon your family, and watch them weep for you. Their love lifts up and cradles you, and cleans you all anew. The time is now, and lessons learned, have come to pass my dear. And now you will feel quiet lifted, and light of heart and mind, No more will you need to suffer, and no more will you feel guilt. Because from here on, your heart and soul will reap what you have built. Lessons are a must in life, because we need to grow. Within us is the energy to spread and cleanse and sow. And if we manage to help just one other soul to breath, Then our energies increase with love and have lessen time to grieve.

The Best God saw you getting tired, And a cure was not to be, So He put His arms around you And whispered “Come to Me”. With tearful eyes we watched you, and saw you pass away. Although we loved you dearly, We could not make you stay. A Golden Heart stopped beating, Hard working hands to rest, God broke our hearts to prove to us, He only takes the best

If Roses grow in Heaven, Lord please pick a bunch for me, Place them in my Mother's arms and tell her they're from me. Tell her I love her and miss her, and when she turns to smile, place a kiss upon her cheek and hold her for awhile. Because remembering her is easy, I do it every day, but there's an ache within my heart that will never go away. Don't think of her as gone away Her journey's just begun Life holds so many facets This earth is only one Just think of her as resting From the sorrows and the tears In a place of warmth and comfort Where there are no days and years Think how she must be wishing That we could know, today Now nothing but our sadness Can really pass away And think of her as living In the hearts of those she touched For nothing loved is ever lost And she is loved so very much

you can shed tears that she is gone or you can smile because she has lived you can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back or you can open your eyes and she all she has left your heart can be empty because you can't see her or you can be full of the love you shared you can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday you can remember her and only thats shes gone or you can cherish her memory and let it live on you can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back or you can do what she'd want;smile, open you eyes, love and go on

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I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.