Life is so hard without you here.The kids are all growing up and me and Darren are stuggling with reality without you.As my wedding approaches and I make new decisions I miss you more and more. Who do ask if the colour is right or if the food sounds nice etc, but more importantly who will ask "does my bum look big in this" when I put on my dress.But although you cant be there in person I know you will be there watching over us, telling anyone who will listen how proud you are of me and Darren and how proud it makes you to see my big brother give me away. I love you mum, I miss you and I want to say thank you for me giving me Darren as a brother. I love you both always and forever. Sleep tight xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx